The No Update, Update

Well, I actually have nothing to report on my doctor's appt. for Thursday because duffus me got the wrong date...or was given the wrong date. After my trek over there and telling my office that I would be in late I was then told that she didn't ever have appts. on Thursdays. Grrrr.

So my update will have to wait til Monday, when my true appt. is. Oh well. The main purpose I'm really going is to have my cholesterol tested anyhow. I'll I'm still a little apprehensive about telling her about the miscarriage but I guess I have no choice. It's obvious that I won't be delivering a child next month. Hmmm wonder what she would say if I said, "pregnant!???" oh god no, "I've never been pregnant!" and just go about things as if I never were? She'd probably refer me to Psychiatric help. HA!

But on a positive note, I was so excited for the first time (can't believe I'm actually reporting this) to say that I've finally noted the eggwhite CM on my fertility friend chart. The moment I saw it Thursday I was ecstatic! Who knew that body mucus could make someone so happy. I've never actually noticed it before and was so excited that it exists! Also for the first time I truly saw a perfect 2nd line in my OPK!!!! I was beyond elated that this was all happening at the same time! Who would have thought these websites really know what they are talking about? So anyways here's hoping that this month will be the one...now if I can only hold on to this cycle for a little longer making it at least 28 days unlike the previous 25 days.

I also realized (since I've only been temping for 2 cycles now) that I THINK I ovulate on day 16...which I'm not 100 percent sure but is off the usual date that I plan my romantic nights. I've been usually planning them on around day 14. You would think something would still be around just a few days after but who knows what is going on down there.

I should also note since I'm on the topic of waaaay to much information that this month my cranky ovary is way more quieter...let me explain. I've always noticed that I have what I call a cranky ovary (my left) and what I call a quiet ovary (right). Basically meaning that I usually feel pretty close to nothing on my right side when I'm ovulating on that side...and feel A LOT of cramps and what not on my left. My instinct first was that I would never get pregnant with my cranky one because there could be something wrong on that side. But then I got pregnant the first time with my cranky one and my feelings for good ol' cranky changed. Then last month I had this new idea that maybe it's the quiet ones that always come thru and had high hopes with the quiet one...but to no avail obviously. So now we are on little miss cranky and I have to report she's been quite quiet these days...making me concerned that she's not her old self some days and then some days I'm thinking maybe this is a good thing? Anyways it will be interesting to see which one comes thru if either of them do! Too bad we can't do betting on these sites huh???? It could be the new thing ... sort of like horse racing...well so far...cranky is in the lead!!! ...But wait, who's this? It's the "quiet" one coming from the back...no it's cranky! No it's Quite! ... we will have to wait and see. I wonder who everyone would bet on seriously... maybe sometime this week I'll be bored enough and learn how to put up one of those fun polling thing a ma jigs. Anything to pass the 2 week wait time. Oh and by the way is anyone besides me just not in the mood for jingly happy christmas songs? Ugh.