Cycle Update

So I'd like to do a post Thanksgiving thoughts post but first...a cycle update, because as we all know time is money (or eggs?).

So today I'm on cd26 which means I made it past my 25 day cycle which happened last month. The shortest cycle I've ever had and to top it all off a late ovulation date, which we all know means a short luteal phase, which is not good. But it's day 26 and so far no AF in sight (everything crossed). Fertility friend dot com says that I ovulated on day 16 which now that I've re-analyzed my chart from last month (before I started using the website) I think I also ovulated last month on the 16th.

So as I went on my little vacation trip this last weekend to get away I did a lot of thinking...and I sat myself down while looking out over the beautiful beach view we had and thought this is absolutely ridiculous. I had a perfect ovulation sign this month from my opk...which coincided with a perfect temperature match on the website, which perfectly matched my perfectly timed ewcm which I then perfectly matched with perfectly timed intercourse. Soooooooooo I'm not taking it! I'm not accepting that there is not a pregnancy forming because if there isn't I'm going to be very very pissed off at my body and the gods and the stars and moons because guess what THIS IS RIDICULOUS! How perfectly matched do I need to make everything without getting pregnant I ask????? WTH?

So far I've had one temp rise right after ovulation, a second one on 7dpo, and just this morning the highest temp I've ever had. All at least a jump of .3 - .4. So what is THAT ALL about????
I mean I know that pregnancy doesn't always happen after well timed intercourse (as I was reminded again today when reading thru ff.com) but even after well timed ovulation, well timed temp increases? well timed ewcm? AND well timed intercourse?!!!! I won't have it I tell you! I won't!!!!

So I was ready to test today but then I checked ff.com and it said that I can't test until 12/5. Oh I don't think so! But it is still early so my goal is to wait til Wed. at 13dpo. But we'll see how far I get. Since last night I've been tip toeing around as if, if I'm super quiet AF won't find me. And there's been a lot of random begging, praying and demanding in my head to the upper powers as well. I think I've seriously lost it.