So I just got finished reading another blogger's journal on Live.journal and I just can't fathom how simply easy it is for some. I mean don't get me wrong. I wish her the best and am so happy that her pregnancy is going well. But I just can't fathom how simple things can go for people.
For example her main challenge was getting her husband to agree to start TTC. And so when she finally accomplished that it seemed that she simply starting charting and then walla!!!! She's pregnant! Oh yay! I mean, yes, yay...I'm happy for her and all but geeeeeeez why is there no yay for me? I mean I know that I someday will probably have a positive again. I mean I'm trying to stay positive of thinking that a positive is right around the corner. But some days it's just so hard. Today she posted her first ultra sound pics...11 weeks. And she gets a pic of what looks like a real baby. Simple as pie. Step 1: chart. Step 2: TTC. Step 3: BFP. Step 4: Wait 11 weeks. Step 5: ultra sound of a real baby. Simple as Pie. I swear I'm trying to follow the 5 step program...But where's my pie???? I'm even using the fancy pie making tools. Like charting and ovulation tests and tea and whatever else it takes. I should have a super duper deluxe pie right? *sigh* I've never been very good at baking, I suppose that might be the problem.
Oh well, here's to pie for thanksgiving...hopefully.
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I'm in the same boat (and also no good at baking, but I've been working on it) -- but I'm still in the crappy post-miscarriage holding pattern (AF should show her face next weekend, thereby putting us back into TTC-land). I have no advice, but just wanted to offer a quick bit of sympathy.
BTW, finding your blog was an odd experience for me -- the parallels are a little eerie.
So you will officially be my blog to check, I feel like I am reading about myself in your blogs sometimes. Although I do not wish you at all what I am going through these days. I am rooting for you for sure. I go for my second, yes second D&C this Friday. Feeling completely numb but started a blog this week to get it all down someplace. Good luck with everything. I will be checking in for sure.
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