Okay...I'll Play the Game...

So as everyone should know by now News.week featured a story on the Fertility.Diet last week.
As soon as it arrived to the house (we have a subscription via the hubby's likes - I personally prefer Real Simple). I attacked it. Read through the whole thing...yada yada yada basically about the same thing we've all heard before...don't eat junk food, eat well, exercise and get pregnant. Yeah yeah yeah...

Well, the only thing is, this is supposed to help you ovulate. Okay so here's the brat in me, but what if you ALREADY ovulate (even if you don't do everything the article says) BUT STILL aren't getting pregnant??? What then huh mr. researcher????

I know...I'm a brat and I should be happy I ovulate. So sue me okay? I ovulate. Great...what good is a grocery store if it's never open I ask? I would almost rather (and God please just know to not take me literally on this) know that this was my problem and then go on my merry little way to a fertility specialist (of course I know it wouldn't be this simple obviously)....but noooooooooo I have to endure the perfect cm...and then the perfect ovulation, and then the perfect luteul phase (that's okay if you want to log off from this blog at this point - I deserve it)...and then...NOTHING. ZILCH. ZIP. ZERO. Not a damn thing. Just friggen AF. Makes my mind crazy is what it does... I'll be sitting at work and think...maybe it's his sperm? But then why did I get pregnant once already? Maybe it's my eggs? Maybe I have blocked tubes? And one just happened to squeak by that one time last March??? Every second of the day, every article I read I'm just dying to find something, anything that can explain it!

Anyways so back to the friggen diet thing...so I decided, while God is trying to figure out if I am in fact infertile or not these days I would do everything possible to help support my body in continuing to ovulate. Because we must at least be thankful for that!!!! So I ordered my little solution to all and it should be here by the end of the week or beginning of next week. Let's see how long this lasts...

Oh and God, if you're out there please send me a sign if I'm on the right track...preferably after a week of eating the ice cream on this lovely little diet.

thanks